2005-01-10 - 08:55

Eh.. I’m feeling pretty okay considering the circumstances. I have no idea why the last few days I’ve been crying for no reason at all. Like yesterday for example.. 3 times for no apparent reason. Maybe I’m getting my period. I get all moody just before I get it.. I don’t think it’s the fact that my grandma died. Or maybe it is. I dunno. I just feel like crying a lot. Like right now. Egh.. I’ll just stop talking about it. Think of other things.

Gubby left last night. ‘Twas very nice of him to pay for my bus tickets. Although I still think that the 50 € could’ve been spent on something more fun.. like.. erm.. well something. It’s ridiculously expensive to go to Tampere by bus!

Hmm.. maybe I should call Extra at some point and ask what kinds of shifts they’ve got available. Dunno if I’ve got the strength to call them today or will I procrastinate until tomorrow morning. And then I need to talk to Jari about how much I need to work before the room’s been paid..

On the bright side, I have finally managed to send in my applications. No idea how the hell I’ll pay for university, but if I get in, I’ll get the money from somewhere.

And Jari’s here.. gots to go..