Tiredness causing over thinking of things…
God I’m so tired. I dragged Jaz’s suitcase from school this morning. Usually it takes us about 30 minutes to walk, but now it took me two hours. rolls eyes My feet are killing me. People in Brussels are really nice though. All throughout my slow trek they came up to me and asked if I needed help. ^-^ At first I declined because I thought that I could manage by myself, but then it got to be a bit too much. That damned thing weighs about 30 kg! Anyway, one Indian man (about 40 yrs old) carried it up a hill for me, then a lady (about 35 yrs old) in a car offered to drive me somewhere. Declined that, because well.. I’m not an idiot. I won’t get into a car with a stranger. Doesn’t matter if they’re female, they could be homicidal maniacs for all I know. But I’m digressing. Right, the last person to help me was a Caucasian 25 yr old guy. He carried it to the front of the building. That was really nice of him. Didn’t tell him which apartment I live in though. Again, keeping safety in mind. He was very flirty while we were walking. But I bet that if his friend would’ve been walking with us instead of looking at For Rent signs, he wouldn’t have been that flirty. It’s weird, I wasn’t wearing any make-up and I still felt pretty. Maybe because I forgot that I had gone au naturel. Or then it’s the attention. Must be that… Like whenever I go to England, I don’t feel like I need to wear make-up. I get my daily dosage of wanted attention even if I never leave the room/house. I think that’s one of the reasons why I love going over there and don’t want to leave. I feel special there. I feel special over here too, but not as often.
Hmm.. I don’t think I like Oprah. The show I mean. Prefer Dr. Phil. Yup yup. Jaz said that it’s scary that I actually take his advice. I don’t think it’s scary. Is it? o_O There’s this pretty interesting show on BBC1, called Weighing In. It’s about overweight kids who are in this weight-loss camp. It does give results. Like this one girl lost 7 lbs. in one week. Then again, she did weigh 27 stone when she started. I feel sorry for them. And really grateful that at least I can still see my toes, even if I do happen to have larger than average thighs and butt.
Got new shoes today! grin Now I get to throw out my old sneaks. Well, they’re not that old, got them like last spring. But they’re just a tad worn out. Jaz isn’t complaining about them though. She’s wearing them when she goes to the Netherlands tomorrow. Mih.. I’ll be all alone for two nights. She’s at the theatre now. I was offered a free ticket to go as well, but I’m just too tired. It’ll end around 11 I think, so it’s a good thing that she’s getting a ride back with a classmate of hers. Now I just gotta stay awake until she gets back because she has no key. In a way, it’s a good thing that we’re staying in the apartment right next to the front door. She can come knock on the glass door if I don’t notice her walking up to the building.
Happy name day to me! As for my present I’d really like a massage right now. Preferably a full body one. I don’t think I’ve ever been this sore. I don’t think I’ve ever walked over 10 km a day for five days in a row either. x_x At least I’ll get great looking legs this way. Something good has to come out of it. Jaz suggested that I start wearing heels when I go shopping. She’s nuts. With all of the walking I do, I don’t need the pain that comes from walking in heels on cobblestones.
Ooooh.. not good. I’m watching “Friends” and Ross just said Rachel’s name instead of Emily’s during his vows. I’d kill my fiancé if he ever did that to me. Why am I surrounded with stuff about weddings? The episode on Oprah (even though I said I didn’t like it, I still watched it XP) was about dream weddings, then there was this astrology thingy on the Vitaya channel about soul mates, then this Friends ep… This could be some sort of brainwashing. Getting people to think that they have to get married, to find their “soul mate”. Otherwise they’ll never be happy. Maybe I’m just over thinking things again. Could be nothing. Or it could be something. O_O