2005-05-18 - 11:27

I’ve been back for about five hours now and… it sucks. At least it hasn’t reared its ugly head that much this time. The sucky feeling I have isn’t that strong. Last time it physically hurt for like eight hours, the idea finally taking root that I’m back here again. Now, it’s more of a “meh” feeling. Possibly because I was away for only four nights. The time before it was four weeks! So yeah, I’m not feeling that bad right now. Not that good either. Not feeling much either way. I just… am. But it sure was a fun extended weekend! grin The only time I was able to get a good night’s sleep was when we stayed over at Anji’s. Gotta say, I love that bed. So spacious. And there’s no fighting over the duvet. Didn’t get much sleep (no need to go into detail as to why XP) but the six hours I did get were great. ^-^ One really weird thing happened while we were away. Jaz has met this guy named Nick Shanks on OkCupid. Oliver has received comments from a Nicholas Shanks in his blog (he also has a link to Nick’s site). As it turns out, this is the exact same person. Small world, eh? o.O;;

One thing I am really happy about that I found out when I was over at Anji’s: I have lost 3 kg. Haven’t done anything special.. Maybe it’s the walking… or then the fact that I’ve been buying more fruit and less chocolate, etc. Whatever it is, it’s working. Or isn’t if Anji’s scale isn’t accurate.

sigh Four more weeks until I see him. But then it’ll be at least three weeks that we’ll be together. small smile Some comfort in that.