2005-05-20 - 14:11
The cleaner came today. \o/ I have never been happier to see clean floors. Lol. Tomorrow someone’s gonna come change some light bulbs. Can’t sleep late. u_u
I’ve been thinking. About soulmates. Just like Prince Henri was thinking in “Ever After” when he was at the lake with Leonardo Da Vinci. First line of thinking: Is there just one for everyone? What if they’re on the other side of the world? What if they die before you meet them? Do you then get another one? Or is that it? Then: Okay, there are more than one. If you meet one before the other, are they the one that you’re meant to be with? What happens if you meet two at the same time? Then how do you choose? What exactly is a soulmate? What I think, and this disagrees with the questions I posed above, is that they’re two people who are meant to be together, not necessarily in a romantic or sexual way. They’re the sister/brother destiny forgot to give you. You’re bound to them your life in one way or another. Now this doesn’t mean that it’ll be an easy relationship. No relationship is ever easy.
- had to take care of some stuff -
Okay, I’m back. God, some guys know how to be jerks. Even smart men are stupid. A certain someone has been stringing along someone else for ages and this someone else still likes the other one and… Urgh. Even my own boyfriend (who is pretty wonderful! don’t get me wrong here…) can be an idiot. Is there just some gene that guys get which tells them how to hurt girls?? I mean really. I know I may be over-sensitive sometimes, but if this happened to me which just happened to this person… well, I’d be bawling my eyes out for weeks. Users are the worst. Especially if they get one to make an emotional commitment and then take it to a physical level and then said that it won’t work out… I wish I could just take a sledge hammer and beat some sense into this person’s skull! Actually, I’d need two. One for each party involved. The first hammer would be to get it into the guy’s head that you DON’T DO THAT. Ever. It’s not funny. Something like this can scar someone for life. Someone who isn’t as strong as this person that this happened to. The other hammer would be to knock some sense into the girl that no matter how much you think you can trust a guy, the only thing you can trust is that they’ll break your heart. No matter how much they didn’t mean to. It just depends on the guy how much your heart will break. But it will. Maybe all at once or in little bits just crumbling down to nothing. I don’t like to think that I’m negative about this in general… it’s just that… this guy… Urgh. The whole situation is nuts.
Must think of happier things. Like I get to see Gubby in 23 nights. ^-^ If my dad (another man that has the ability to make me feel like awful even though he doesn’t mean to) manages to call me in time for him to get the cheap tickets. rolls eyes
I know what’ll make me not think about this. Sims! So play I shall… not like I need an excuse anyway. XP